foundations

I wonder how long it takes for life to settle down...

routine kills me bit by bit, I have no money, the weather is getting my skin worse...

every second, every move, every word, every look, every thought is being mesured by someone else. things you don't even notice you've said... all used up against you.

I feel no excitement, I worry for my future, I worry I end up like 'all' the people I know: boring, sad...