In the midst of all the analyzing and comparing, all the laughter and small talks, as I stood there and felt sorry for not living up to my own expectations of myself, I had a few moments to get things straight. Why do I have such a tendency to set limits and strict boundaries to my own being? I've decided to take a deep breath, inhale some of my own essence, and live up to the fact that I should like myself as I am at the moment, allowing change of course, but do so in order for other people to do that as well.

Ha, how cute!
I get so distracted by these videos...

melhores propagandas

Coca- Cola

Target

Adidas

Futura

Camisinha

polyvore

Sans titre by (¯`v´¯)♥ toutchi♥(¯`v´¯) on Polyvore.com


My Neverland by EatsLoveForBreakfast*OFF* on Polyvore.com


"Polyvore is a free, easy-to-use web-based application for mixing and matching images from anywhere on the web. It is also a vibrant community of creative and stylish people.

Polyvore lets you create sets composed of individual images using an easy to use, drag and drop editor. After you have created a set, you can publish and share it with your friends and the Polyvore community. "
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Site muito legal para montagem usando imagens de qualquer lugar da internet.
Dá para aprender sobre as tendencias do fashion, seguir estilos de celebridades, aprender sobre design de interiores, aprender a combinar roupas, etc.

I wonder how long it takes for life to settle down...

routine kills me bit by bit, I have no money, the weather is getting my skin worse...

every second, every move, every word, every look, every thought is being mesured by someone else. things you don't even notice you've said... all used up against you.

I feel no excitement, I worry for my future, I worry I end up like 'all' the people I know: boring, sad...

"Gente infeliz detesta saber que felicidade existe.

Não gaste sua energia tentando provar o contrário."

I'm in love with the ideals of HaiKai.
... And Leminski is the best for going into depth in the studies of HaiKai.

"o haicai valoriza o fragmentário e o 'insignificante', o aparentemente banal e o casual, sempre tentando extrair o máximo do significado do mínimo de material, em ultra-segundos de hiper-informação. De imediato, podemos ver em tudo isso os paralelos profundos com a estética fotográfica. Esses traços característicos do haicai podem ser transpostos sem nenhuma dificuldade para a fotografia".

blank.

dream car

Took these last year on a street near my house. I think the owners were having some kind of convention...

I've been seeing lots of these Volkswagen Beetles for sale here in Belo Horizonte. I want one :]

Christmas/ Birthday gift, anyone?

moving.

Yesterday I bought my plane ticket to Vitoria - Espirito Santo.
I'm moving once again... Hopefully for good this time.
Don't know how much more packing/boxes/moving I can take...

I do look forward to living by my family, by the beach, and goingback to what I someday truly called "home".

The picture is of a house on the street I used to live in Newark. I used to say it was the cutest house on the street every time I walked by.

Because people seem a lot happier on pictures.
Because the thought of who I COULD be takes away from who I am now.
Because life seems a lot easier and bearable when described by others.
Because words that come out of my mouth describe thoughts and feelings I was not aware I was able of having.
Because I feel a lot older thant the two digit number called age.
Because no matter how much I change, it will not change.
Because in memory land things are better than in actual life.
Because being quiet does not mean you are innocent.
Because you are older, it doesn't mean you have a lot to teach.
Because the things you would teach me would not interest me one bit.
Because in the end you have made me scared of freedom.
Because out of all the things I want, freedom seems the most unatainable.
Because I always want to find admirable people....
Maybe so that I don't feel the pressure of being admirable myself.
Because all I want is someone who doesn't lie, who wouldn't force me to lie so that they like me.
Someone who I don't have to constantly prove how smart I am or feel sad for how dumb and accomodated they are.
Because no matter how much I tell myself that it could've been better, nothing that proceeded you was better than us.
Because everything seems dirty and dangerous and unloving and self-diminishing.
Because as much as I want to forget the past, I fear what lies ahead.
Because I don't really know what the question is, or if should really know.
Because...

Awesome video. It makes me miss NYC SOOO much!

my mistakes were made for you

" And it's the fame that put words in her mouth

She couldnt help, but spit em out

Around your crooked conscious she will wind

And it's alot to ask and not to sting

Giver her less than everything

Innocence and arrogance intwined "

“I like too many things and get all confused and hung-up running from one falling star to another till i drop. This is the night, what it does to you. I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion.”

- Jack Kerouac

Forget about your lists and do what you can because that's all you can do. Phone up the people you miss and tell them you love them. Hug those close to you as hard as you can. Because you are always only a drunk driver's stupidity, a nervous shopkeeper's mistake, a doctor's best attempts and an old age away from forever.

I don't wanna be your friend
I just wanna be your lover
No matter how it ends
No matter how it starts...

"And if you can't say yes, answer anyway. Because I'd rather live with the answer than die with the question. "

Sometimes
I can hear
my bones straining
under the weight of
all the lives
I'm not living.
-extremely loud
and incredibly close
[ via Una Bella Vita ]


p.s: I need new dreams/purposes.
[via Le Love ]


"I was so busy missing you, I missed someone else standing right in front of me. Now I’m missing them instead."
[via I wrote this for you]

I looved this project. So cool...

[via A Beautiful Mess ]

"...And if you look a little closer, you'll see that if a person believes that life is terrible, they’ll constantly look for proof of this, to confirm their view of the world. They’ll find quotes and situations and events in their life and magnify them a hundred times.

If a person believes that life is wonderful, they’ll look for the corresponding signage and behave in a similar manner to the previous person with their view of the world. Often, this is the same person on different days of the week. "

[via I Wrote This For You]